Monday, November 16, 2009

"Fault"

is selfish
is arrogant
is judgmental
is critical
is insecure
had low self-esteem
loves to gossip
loves attention
likes to talk about herself
desires approval
likes to write
may cut people out
doesn't like confrontation
puts no one before herself
likes control
likes to hug
may play around
is secretive
is sneaky
likes somebody else to do it
doesn't trust herself on occasion
is obsessive compulsive
gets easily frustrated
can be flippant
can be very callous
likes to dominate
loves being held
is frivolous sometimes
rushes to conclusions
thinks in stereotypes
is very generous
doesn't like to share
is oddly jealous
wears a shield
would love to fight
gets distracted
takes
likes to steal
hates/obsesses over her body
wishes she were ...................
(something else?)
appropriates things
loves to buy
has lots of remorse, especially after drinking
blacks out
can't remember things
is impulsive
hates the mess
struggles with depression
(sometimes)
has a morose side (and loves Morose)
wants to be the people she admires
wishes she were cooler,
more elusive somehow
wants to fuck
hates to blow (not really,
but loathes to gag)
thinks she smells
wants long legs, or,
wants to be small
wishes she were one of
"those"
wants (to be) a muse
Loves fashion (buy! buy!
buy!)
wants a different nose
different cheekbones, maybe
is very critical of others (mostly
strangers, sometimes
acquaintances, occasionally
friends)
scrutinizes bodies
likes to watch
enjoys being catered to
hates shop ladies
likes dressing up
enjoys walking like a bitch
with things to do
hates tardiness
has recently become less punctual
likes getting away with things
masturbates.
takes what people say to, or about her,
to heart
is sensitive?
wants to live lavishly
wishes all her friends were okay
wants the fucking house
to be finished
wants her room back
is good at bullshitting
can make a pretty lie
loves to be alone
wants people to adore
her
likes being "the kid"
and being called "mature"
(what used to be "mature for her age")
is attracted to older men
doesn't find their wrinkles sexy
is drawn to blondes
like bees to honey
can talk a good one
often fails to act
is complacent
wishes she were better
is human.

1 comment:

Sanyu Estelle Nagenda said...

Haha, good list. Good observations. But don't worry, nobody likes to gag - so you're not being too picky there!